The Desire to Disappear Completely
The post revisits the psychoanalytic concept of “subjective destitution,” the yearning to dissolve one’s identity into work. It references Kafka’s admission that he is “made of literature,” illustrating the romantic allure of total immersion. While acknowledging the impossibility of complete self‑erasure, the author reflects on the enduring fantasy of living solely for one’s vocation. The piece ends with a call for more philosophical fragments to explore this tension.
Banksy/Hegel/King Charles/Neo-Feudalism/Ideology/Blindness/Marx
The post dissects Banksy’s new blind‑man statue in London, arguing it simultaneously condemns blind nationalism and, through ironic universal appeal, reinforces Britain’s self‑image. It situates the artwork within a wider right‑wing surge toward neo‑feudal aristocratic narratives, citing King Charles’s US...
Finding Your Creative/Intellectual Vocation
The post draws on Rilke’s letters, Kant, Spinoza, and other philosophers to argue that a genuine creative or intellectual vocation emerges from an inner necessity rather than external validation. It suggests that true freedom comes from disciplined daily habits that...
Read to Help You Think
Julian argues that reading widely and casually sharpens thinking, writing, and creativity. He recommends picking up random books, reading a few pages, and allowing ideas to percolate while engaging in other activities. The essay cites Roland Barthes to illustrate how...
Finding My Dream Again
The author spent a month unplugging from social media and most phone use, reporting a clearer mind and renewed enthusiasm for creative work. This digital detox sparked a desire to return to filming, but with intentional systems to avoid past...