What Does It Mean to Be Aware of Being Aware?

Rupert Spira
Rupert SpiraApr 29, 2026

Why It Matters

Understanding awareness as an ever‑present state, rather than a technique, transforms meditation and mindfulness practices, offering a more sustainable path to mental clarity and emotional resilience.

Key Takeaways

  • Awareness of awareness is the highest, non‑dual meditation state.
  • It transcends subject‑object duality, like the sun illuminating itself.
  • Eyes open or closed, being remains unchanged in any activity.
  • Prayer without ceasing means residing in being, not repetitive chanting.
  • Misinterpretations arise when awareness is treated as a mental practice.

Summary

The video explores the concept of "being aware of being aware" as the pinnacle of meditation, a notion the speaker first encountered in a Tibetan monk’s text and later expanded upon in his own writings.

Central to the discussion is the non‑dual nature of this awareness: it is not a subject observing an object but a self‑illuminating presence, likened to the sun that shines upon itself. The speaker stresses that this state is independent of technique—eyes open or closed, during daily chores or formal sitting—because the underlying being is ever‑present.

Key quotations underscore the point: "the sun illuminating itself" and "the awareness that knows and the being that is known are one." He also clarifies that "prayer without ceasing" refers to continuously residing in this being, not endless verbal repetition.

The implication for practitioners is a shift from effortful practices toward recognizing an innate, ever‑present awareness. This reframing can reduce mental struggle, integrate mindfulness into ordinary life, and bridge contemplative traditions with modern well‑being approaches.

Original Description

If awareness is not personal, what does it truly mean to be aware of being aware?
Rupert says: ‘Being aware of being aware is not something that takes place in a subject-object relationship. It is like the sun illuminating itself – nobody thinks that the sun that illuminates and the sun that is illuminated are two different suns. In the same way, the awareness that knows and the being that is known are one.’
‘Even to call this a meditation is a concession to the mind’s desire to do something, because shining is what the sun is, not what it does – and being is the shining of our nature. Whether your eyes are open or closed, whether you are sitting quietly or walking down the street, there is only being wherever you go. This is what the Christian tradition means by praying without ceasing – to remain in being as being, both in the absence and in the midst of experience.’
*This video is from one of Rupert’s in-person retreats in Norway, 22–25 May 2025. For more information on upcoming retreats (many of which can be attended online via livestream) go to:
Timestamps:
0:00 The Highest Meditation
1:23 Impersonal Awareness
2:27 Being Aware of Being Aware
3:47 The Sun Illuminates Itself
5:05 Meditation Is What We Are
6:05 Being Is Everywhere
7:09 Praying Without Ceasing
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